everything in due time

in the past months... i'd fallen away from my faith... so much so that i wasn't even talking to God anymore. that sounds so terrible to me... thinking of where i'd let my life end up... but in the midst of me being a terrible person... there was one prayer i'd pray... a selfish one... but one @ that.

today... my prayer was answered. :) & not in a way where you could take the answer which ever direction you want to... it was loud and clear... & not necessarily the answer i'd been hoping for. amazingly enough... i've been waiting so long for any answer... i'm happy to have one... to have some closure in my life... & the ability to move on.

today is a good day. i'm going to go to Zanesville to reunite w/my sister... going to go home to visit with the rest of my family... & i'm going to be happier than i've been in quite a while.