if you want to be happy...

... and you aren't... you probably have a big decision ahead of you.

why would you choose to be unhappy. that just seems odd to me.

so if you aren't happy it only makes sense that you're stuck... trying to figure out which is the less of two evils. truth be told... usually one isn't evil... it's just scary.

it takes that leap though to find out what you're made of... to find out what's in store for your future.

don't be stuck. it's better to move on with your life and enjoy every moment than to stay unhappy. if you choose wrong... so what. you've moved on... something many people never have the courage to do.

i am happy. no matter what happens i've moved beyond a part of my life that was so much more wrong than wrong could ever be. hopefully soon my baby sister will be as happy as i am. her heart is too beautiful to feel as broken as it has for so long.