self portrait on a rainy night

it's time for some big CHANGES...
the roof started leaking... right into our kitchen the other night...
walmart & cvs don't carry advil allergy/sinus... walgreens does...
ballet makes my hips hurt... ballet + running makes it worse...
i haven't seen my nieces in a couple of weeks... i miss them...
i don't know if what i want is because i want it or because it's been dangled in front of me so many times and now it's gone for good...

really this is just a list of complaints... sorry... next posts should be happier... or @ least less random.